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| So many cities and windows and lives
And through each one there's a soul that strives to survive
So pay no mind, my sorrow's fine
The day is alive and that's why I cry...
"Let Your Troubles Roll By"
-Carbon Leaf-
Well, the "Xanga of Seth's Inner Heart" didn't survive the "Summer From Hell."
I wonder if that means anything... Hopefully the chapter I'm opening is far better than the one I'm leaving behind.
Goodnight, Nightcrawler. | | |
| I looked away, you came in close
I turned back, and you were gone
I thought I knew you
I wanted to love you
I guess all this time I was wrong
I can't understand you
And I don't think I ever will
The things you do leave me so confused
Worried, amazed, and thrilled
You are the spider, I am the fly
You are the hunter, I am the prey
I've gotten caught
In your maze of design
Now that I'm lost, can you show me the way?
I can't understand you
And I don't think I ever will
The things you do leave me so confused
Worried, amazed, and thrilled
I wish that I knew you
But you don't seem to feel that way
I wish I could touch you
But you always stay away
And I wish that I could tell you
But you don't seem to want to hear
That all I ever wanted was you
But you don't seem to want me near
So goodbye...
Goodbye
Goodbye while the sun fills the sky
With air that is blue
And clouds that are white
I hope you have the greatest day
Never mind that I'm far away
'Cause I...
I just want you to be happy
And happy... You are
And happy... You are.
Goodbye.
5/20/06 | | |
| Like phantoms on the highway
After holiday, gritting their teeth
Racing to find a place for their souls
At least, a place that's less familiar
We offer up our hearts before
The heart's invited or asked for
Oh no, here I go
My friend, I'm repeating
But the heart is for bleeding
And I've said all I can say
I am retreating on my way
Music box, play my song
And I'll sing along
To that bitterly sweet tone
Radio turns to gold
And paves the way to find my home
When I'm alone
When I'm alone...
"When I'm Alone"
-Carbon Leaf-
Thanks.
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| Is there something here we're afraid to show
Is there something here we don't want to know
About life... About life?
"Fake Plastic Me"
-Awaiting Isaac-
I wish that Colorado and the mountains were closer... In every way. | | |
| My life for the last week...
Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you’ll need to leave
But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you’ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words
Chorus:
And you’re on fire
When he’s near you
You’re on fire
When he speaks
You’re on fire
Burning at these mysteries
Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be... (near you)
Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take
Chorus:
When I’m on fire
When you’re near me
I’m on fire
When you speak
And I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...
I’m standing on the edge of me (x3)
I’m standing on the edge
Chorus:
And I’m on fire
When you’re near you
I’m on fire
When you speak
(yea) I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries...
"On Fire"
-Switchfoot-
Someday, life will make sense. Until then... I guess I'll just be happy with it as best I can. | | |
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